Section 3 - Chapter 5

I do not have words to describe what I have done. Why did I betray Julia. How could I betray Julia? Why was it so easy? I thought that I loved her. But I must not love her as much as I thought I did, since I was able to betray her so quickly. She will never love me again.

I cannot believe what I have done, my poor Julia.

Section 3 - Chapter 4

I was transferred to a new prison cell. I wont say that I am loving it. But it is much better than the one that I used to be in. I get cigarettes, meat, and warm baths. But I still can’t help but wonder how Julia is doing. I miss her now more than ever. I have been show mind control. Forgetting more of my past everyday. I am now trying to hate the brotherhood, and start loving Big Brother. I also must hide my emotions, but this is what I have the most trouble with. I was sitting in my room thinking about Julia. When I burst out I love Julia. And I was moved back to the dreaded room 101.

Section 3 - Chapter 3

Nothing feels right. O’Brien has hurt me today without even touching me. He should me what I look like. I am this old beaten up man. I have nothing. And I will never have anything again. Is there still a point in living? Should I tell him everything?

I still decided not to tell him anything, in fear that if I speak that they may hurt Julia. But what if Julia has already told them everything. And that is why they are still torturing me. But Julia would never do that. I love her. And she loves me.

Section 3 - Chapter 2

O’Brien had not been captured. In fact, he was the one that was torturing me. He had set Julia and I up. He knew that I looked up to him. He knew that if he turned off the telescreen that I would tell him everything when we were in his house. He controlled me. And now since I am in the prison he really controls me. He tortures me so that I will tell him everything that I know, and so that I will confess. I looked up to him. But he betrayed me. He was never trying to help me at all, he is just trying to kill me.

Section 3 - Chapter 1

There is no way out. We are stuck. There is nothing to do. I do not get food or water. I cannot do anything. I just sit and wait. Scared of my future, and what will become of me. I tried to think of something, but I could not. I felt trapped. The room was dark. Telescreens were everywhere. And this time I was sure that they were on. Watching me. They knew everything.

I saw O’Brien come in. But that was the last of him. He had been captured to. All of us were in prison. Julia, O’Brien, and myself.

Section 2 - Chapter 10

I knew that this was going to happen sometime or another.
Julia and I were standing there. And we said “we are dead,” then we heard this voice. But what was it? It could only be one thing, a telescreen. The telescreen then said, “you are dead.” Troops began to invade our apartment. They beat and hurt Julia. Then I saw Mr. Charrington. I realized that he was a member of the thought police. We had been caught. We didn't even bother to think that there could be a hidden telescreen. Poor Julia.

Section 2 - Chapter 9

Oh, how I hate, Hate Week. I have bee Working all week, for a total of 90 hours. The only good part about this week is that I have received Goldstein’s book! This book proved that I should be in the brother hood. Because it clarified everything that I had been wondering about, and everything that I had been thinking for the past few months. One of the main things that I took away from the book is that war is not really war at all. It is peace. Because we do not know what peace is. we only know what war is supposed to feel like.

From what I have learned, in this society. Ignorance is truly strength. The proles are the lucky ones, because they do not have worries, and they are kept ignorant.