Section 2 - Chapter 8

Julia and I both went to O’Brien’s. when we arrived and saw where he lived we were astonished. His complex was amazing. He had servants, and all of the fixings inside were magnificent. We could not believe our eyes.

One of the most exciting things also happened when we entered. He turned off the telescreen. Which meant that Big Brother did not know what was being said. And he was not watching us. That told me that this meeting had to be important. He told us about the brotherhood, and how we had to be prepared to commit treason, murder people, and commit suicide.

I was told that upon our next meeting I would be given Goldstein’s book. This brought me all kinds of joy. I had become part of the brotherhood. My dream gad bee accomplished. I had been right about O’Brien. He wanted me to join the rebellion so that we could fight Big Brother together.

Section 2 - Chapter 7

Last night I had a dream. It was about my family. This dream had made me cry. I woke up and Julia was starring at me puzzled. I began explaining my dream. And how mean I had been to my family. My mother especially, she had done so much for me, but all I did was push her away. I killed my family. I did not allow my baby sister to even grow up, because I was a greedy child. Never letting her have anything, and taking it all for myself.

Julia was the one that helped me survive that night. She mad me feel better. And she told me that I had not done wrong. The party would not control us forever.
This dream made me want my memory more. I tried to think harder about my past, but I could not remember much more. But I do have a past. Everyone does. But most have forgotten it, because that is what Big Brother wanted. He does not want us to have power. Which is why we do not know what has happened

Section 2 - chapter 6

I cannot believe what happened today. It was strange, but it excited me. O’brien talked to me. He told me about how a need a new dictionary. I taught new forms of newspeak which he said that I needed to learn. But I knew that he was actually inviting me over because he wanted to talk to me about the brotherhood and Goldstein because he too wanted to become part of the rebellion but did not know how, and he knew that we could do it together.

I know that he wants more contact with me and going to his house to retrieve this book will give him the contact that he needs. This meeting will be for the best. We will join the brotherhood, and we will stop Big Brother once and for all.

Section 2 - Chapter 5

Hate week has started. Which means that for a week I must pretend that Goldstein and the brotherhood are evil. I must act like I would and could never become apart of the brotherhood, and that I would have nothing to do with Goldstein. But believing this was like believing a lie. But, everyone was participating in this lie, and they all believed the same thing.

Julia does not understand most of what I do. Maybe I am to smart just like Syme. Will I be the next to go? I think that people should want to know more about their past and the people that came before them. Because that is what has made them who they are today. Which is why I wish I could remember. I want to remember what has happened. I want to know more.

Section 2 - Chapter 4

Oh yes, yes, yes, YES! I have a place where I can now spend time with Julia, and it is all thanks to Mr. Charrington. Julia and I now have a place, it is just our place, no one else’s, a place where we can spend more and more time together, as much time as we want. Renting this place was the best thing that I ever did.

Julia had specialties from the inner party, and she decided to bring them to share with me. She brought over sugar, white bread, coffee, and jam. But, she also brought over one very special surprise that amazed me, Julia brought over make-up, and when she put it on, she was the most astonishing woman I had ever laid eyes on. She looked amazing.

The only problem with this unit, and that was that there was a rat. Rats are the thing that I am most scared of.

Section 2 - Chapter 3

The sash, now laying on the ground, and this beautiful sleeping body in my arms, made me love her now, more than ever.

But this happiness was not going to last long, because when Julia woke up from her nap she was ready to get out of the meadow. She knew that we both needed to go back to our own houses. She told me that she lives with 30 other women, which means that I could never go there she would always have to come to my place if we were to ever be together again.

After Julia had left I wanted her back. I needed her back. I knew that I would have to wait for her to tell me her next time that we could meet, but who knew when that was going to be. But. We were finally able to arrange a meeting place. It was the church tower. The place was a mess, but I just needed to be with her get to know her more, and spend as much time as possible with her. I found out that she is very young, 26. and she works in the fiction department. I told her that I was still married, but it was a horrible relationship, and it did not last because we could not have children, and that was the only thing that my wife Katherine thought sex was good for.

Section 2- Chapter 2

The dark haired girl is not a spy of the thought police.
Her name is also Julia, the girl that loves me is named Julia, the beautiful youthful young woman is named Julia.
The dark haired girl is named Julia!

Julia led me deep into the meadow where there were no telesccreens, and where we could talk. She laughed at me when I told her I though she was a spy. She hates Big Brother, which made me smile cause I too hate him. I also learned that she has slept with plenty of men. So why is that sash still tied around her beautiful thin waist?